Angel Attire

I always wished to design the angel wings & other accessories for myself!
but fof, I need to design my body first. I have an average physique; it will go well with my angel attire but I will first chisel it by my sweat.
It need not be a really hunky-chunky 6-pack-abs; just a bit of firmness is required.
Lets talk of various elements.

1. ANGEL WINGS
Well, I want them white; made of cotton or cotton+synthetic; extra soft;
They should have be pear-shaped; size should be neither be as small as it may seem I am carrying a schoolbag & neither large such that I get stuck against the door!
Somewhat like this in size & appearance-

The strings of the wings should not be fluffy like in the second picture & neither too thin like in the first one; it'll be a pure white strap-like band.
The wings should be light-weight :D

2. COVER ON GENITALS
It could be either and undie or pants or kilt-like stuff.
Fat chances exist that I may get a hard-on by seeing myself so if its an undie I'll make sure I tie a diagonal clothe around my waist like this-If its a pant, it can be like
a) Flawless white denim with a distinct shine.
b) White cotton pants
c) Green! yes green colored pants
If it has to be a pant then I'll prefer designing with a green pant.

3. TATTOOS
Naaah! not really in for those permanent ones.
Just an inscription of the following symbol around my navel-
There are other symbols I'd like to inscribe on my body-
a) The endless knot (ShriVats) in the center of my chest

b) inscription of the Soyombo on my lateral biceps
c) Maybe some other tattoo related to mysticism.

... to be continued

simple thoughts

Cute guys have the luxury to be gay

Acceptance- Manzoori

I think its a worldwide notion.
People with uncommon sexual preferences are often subject to prejudice.
I think this is because people have drawn a sphere around them; sphere of belongingness.

Sphere of Belongingness

Suppose I am boarding a train & some passenger pulls me & gets in first. One would expect me to frown & perhaps taunt that person. If that person would have been my own brother I wouldn't have bothered at all. Yes, familiarity breeds contempt.
Why do I bias between my own brother & some unknown passenger?
One might propose that because I have a so-called blood relation with my brother. But then we all came from the same blood.
Here, I remember one of my umpteen questions I shake my mother with. I asked her if we all are each others cousins then whom shall we marry. She was confused but finally said that we should not marry our siblings & first cousins.
So, we must select between whether to think inside the box or outside.

Its a bliss to belong to everyone.
Give everyone love. Expect love in return but don't warranty it. Don't hate anyone because they are not of your own color, religion or country. In fact when we talk about religion & country let us adopt all religions, let us belong to all countries.
This doesn't mean to observe all rituals of religion, in fact its not at all about adopting rituals, just accept all religions. For instance, terrorism is often associated with Islam; Let it be! Don't hate a Muslim because of it. Remember, there are only 5% of Muslims due to which Islam is infamous.
(In fact, when a person indulges in terrorism they automatically abandon their religion.)
Same with countries.
Observe countries just to be a geographical division, a mere geopolitical division meant for the purpose of harmony in administration.
Don't think you belong to a particular country, you belong to this whole cosmos, this entire earth as well. You just happen to be born at a particular place. That's it!


This sense of belongingness is holistic & not out of a particular need.
An aged guy would obviously want that old-age pension should have additional benefits;
a physically challenged would obviously want more facilities for people like them.
Actor Christopher Reeve started his charity centered on the Quadriplegia he had.
(to be contd...)

MATAN SHALEV

I just stumped upon this gorgeous guy while surfing porn on my current (perhaps all time) favorite site www dot xvidoes dot com.
MATAN SHALEV!
I guess this is his most seductive photo as such!
He's a jew & perhaps his talent was recognized in the 2009 gay pornographic film 'Men of Israel' by Michael Lucas, founder of Lucas Entertainment.
What I really liked about Shalev is that he makes a gay proud to be gay.
Whenever he's penetrated in the porn movies he remains in a wide-mouthed persistent moan.
here-

He really has the art of a stripper, an exotic dancer.
Shalev has an enticingly chiseled body.
His expressions are irresistibly sultry.
He can enamor any guy in this world.
Though I have observed him in both active & passive roles I think he captivates everyone while being a bottom.
He really has an attractive butt

As you might observe in the above pic, Shalev doesn't have a zero-fat tummy, in fact this is what I find the most attractive in him. I guess he has hard rectus abdominus muscles (tummy muscles) but they are a bit big!

I wish I could meet MATAN SHALEV
Best of luck to him.

Gawd!!!!! Fantastic!

A short discourse on sexuality

What is called natural? What's the criteria to be called 'natural'?
The most suitable answer can be something common over a period of time is natural.

In the Vedas (which I solely refer for spiritual knowledge and not as a code of conduct) it is implied that three things in the universe have no reason; Marriage, Life & Birth (All three are connected to each other).
The marriage of a man & woman leads to procreation. My question is are all of us here for procreation?
In Jewish religion celibacy is prohibited, then why Jesus was unmarried? And if I were to evoke the conspiracy theories of Mary Magdalene then things would become unnecessarily controversial.
In Hinduism, there have been 'Brahmachari' who are life long celibates. And that's accepted despite they don't procreate. Even in Christianity Papal candidates have to be celibate. Yes, homophobics can give an argument that because Brahmacharis & Popes have to lead an ascetic life that's why they leave the worldly pleasure but if we don't lead an ascetic life does that mean we have to procreate. And some people have such a misfortune that despite being married they remain childless (baanjh)!
My point is who exactly governs us? Who sets these code of conducts?
Yes, again homophobics can give the argument that Majority wins. Then why are Sikh people not penalized for not wearing helmets on the Indian roads? The answer is sad; here its a question of religion and not sex (sexual preference) that's why!
If we assume people with uncommon sexual orientation (did I just coin a new term?) are in minority then they should be given protection.
But indeed that's not the case. U know y? Coz it aint ques of rlgn bt sex!

So the demand of time is to create sexual awareness.


But that's not the only thing I have to say. I even understand the plea of all the Indians when it comes to sexual liberalization. (...to be contd)

My coming out story

It was September the nineteenth.
I was madly in love with a guy. My first love. But he turned out to be a deception. I was devastated! Dragged to the edge of suicide I confided in my mother. I decided to tell her.
It was a cold evening.
I came to my mom who was sitting in the living room on the sofa. I said,"Amba! I need to tell you something." And I let out a cry. She understood. She sensed something was bothering me for the past few weeks. She let me cry. Finally i told her," Amba! I like girls and I like guys too. When I was eight, I was sodomized by my cousin. I never told you. I am sorry. I was afraid. I just had a relation with a guy but that guy turned out to be married!"
She was shell-shocked! Like somebody just hit her in the guts. She could not process it. She asked me,"What you did with him?". I replied,"I had sex with him. Anal sex." She asked,"He did it or you did it?" I said,"He did it". The words hung in the air for moments. She finally vent out a little of her smothered agony,"How could you do it? Its a business of hijras (Transgenders)!"
I said politely controlling my tears,"I was in love with him!"
I told my mom if she can forgive me then please do it, I needed that, I needed my mother.

My sister's fiance

I have my adorable and caring sister with me. She's an angel and hence I am the devil. huahauah!
So, she has recently completed her studies in Medicine as Doctor. My mother subtly discusses with me about her marriage. She tells me about all of the suitable matches she has in her mind. Like, the sons of her colleagues in the office; some other proposals come from my aunts as well. My mother discusses all such topics with me but not with my sister.

My sister or my mother, both of them don't know about my sexual orientation as yet. The reason why I enjoy discussing guys with my mother is because she discusses 'guys'. Though I have no sexual or romantic interest in all the guys she discusses with me but I would be really happy if my sister gets a handsome guy. After taking inputs from my mother about these guys I google them, search on orkut or facebook.
Luckily, in many cases I succeed in finding the accurate profiles and fortunately they have some pictures of the guys to be displayed!
I covertly enjoy watching these guys. I create a mental picture of them and then fantasize that if my sister might get married to one of these guys then how me, my sis and her spouse would go out for dinners, parties and traveling.
I must confess a few of these guys were quite attractive. But I just imagine that moment when I'd meet my sister's spouse, I'll hug my jiju tightly and perhaps kiss his neck.
But above all I'll be happy for I expect my sister will have a happy married life.